redefinition of a typical malay mind

Been busy with work, with life, and with the selling house business. Alhamdullillah, the neighbour next door interested in buying the property. The thing is, he wanted to take up his government second home loan. And it will take sometime for him to process everything.
I am selling at the market price of RM 120k. Not [...]

Semalam, aku, omak and ayu pergi site visit ke Semenyih. Rumah bapak aku yang dia war - warkan kepada semua orang kononnya dia BAGI aku. BAGI = ameklah ko free and tak bayar satu sen pun. Bukan nya = ko refinance lah umah ni, aku duduk free duit ko bagi aku and ko tanggung utang.
And [...]

Sometimes at night when I was alone, I wonder- Am I being a bad daughter? Should I ‘redha’ with the destiny ALLAH sets for me. Should I ( no matter how hard) accept my father’s weaknesses and forgive him and live happily ever after?I think I am redha because I never hated him for leaving [...]

 My parents were divorced when I was 10.
My second sister was 8
Nonot was not even a year old.
Being a Muslim, I believe that it has been written in my Qada’ and Qadar.
Being a child , I believe that my dad is a bad guy and someday will end up in hell
Being the eldest daughter, I [...]