Demotivation Is Not A State Of Mind —->IT IS AN EPIDEMIC!

Attended my division’s meeting last Friday, as a result, I am being burdened with long list of tasks. Basically, everybody is trying to pass things to me. Given a normal condition, I will accept it with a huge smile on my face, because, that means people have faith in my capabilities.

BUT

1- I am understaff

2- The ministry just created a Corporate Division

3- Mr tak de hal, got nothing else to do yet he still delegates petty things to me and I dont even reports to him. Suck eh?

So, being in the office with hell lots of things to do in my head, i became demotivated to do anything.  So bad that i am experiencing these syndrommes

1- lupa password maybank2u yang aku dah pakai lebey 4 tahun.

2- malas tahap melampau boss panggil pun aku suruh intan jer pegi

3- nak marahhhhhhhh jer…..

 

So aku rasa baik aku pi carik punching bag sebelum eipidemic ni merebak dan menimbulkan bermacam - macam syndromme giler lagik. Time - time aku memerlukan pergaduhan ni tak ada plak lah mangkok2 yang nak carik pasal. Kalau time gua tak kacau org tu, tetiba jer…datang sengal - sengal nih… (oopppsss ayat ini tidak berkaitan dengan yang hidup atau pun mati- kang ada plak yang mengarang entry rayuan jiwa belas kasihan ala - ala bersama mu pulak) 

Nak blog hopping macam malas lah pulak. Ohh speaking of which, ada lah seorang silent reader yang email aku last week, he/she said

“kenapa blog ni dah tak berapi macam dulu?”

mak aiii ko ingat naga ke apo nak keluar2 api nyah? Ok peeps, aku tau ada antara korang yang pernah baca blog aku dari zaman free hingga zaman berbayar ni but yet tak pernah cakap apa - apa. Silent bloggers, he he aku pun buat gak kat blog orang. Kalau korang KAJI (la la la la la) Aku tak carik pasal dengan orang sesuka hati, melainkan ORANG atau MONYET itu mencarik pasal dengan aku dulu.

And bila aku dah hangin aku tak kesah lah apa org lain nak cakap kan. Ko kacau kalu, ko sajer jer la carik pasal kan?  So jawapan kepada jawapan anda adalah 

“Gua bukan bodoh nak carik gaduh tak tentu pasal ok?” 

and since now that I am having my own domain, aku rasa www.dakwanie.com should be at a totally different level. Cuma ada satu masalah, ahkak tak ada banyak masa nak produce quality writings lately.  Masalah sungguh!!!

So peeps, I do hope www.dakwanie.com will be here like forever(lifetime business for ko ni amran), and  ever and ever. And thanks to all of you yang terpaksa baca entry mengarut dan blur ni today.

p/s: baru download the latest YM for MAC yang finally enable voice call, and telah bergayut dengan Mohana selama sejam!!! Macam sebelah umah jer rasanya Australia tuh. Nanti bila mak aku datang sini kita voice call lagi beb, mesti dia excited giler….dia dah tanya dah berapa tiket paling murah pi Australia ok!!!!