Lessons From My Father- Part 3

Been busy with work, with life, and with the selling house business. Alhamdullillah, the neighbour next door interested in buying the property. The thing is, he wanted to take up his government second home loan. And it will take sometime for him to process everything.

I am selling at the market price of RM 120k. Not a single penny more nor less. I just want to get this incubus over and live my life the way i should be living it. Fatherless and HAPPY.

En. Zalkaply by now should be spending his money like no body’s business and almost broke. I just can feel it. And when he is broke and started begging for monthly expenditure, I just dont want to be around.

Sometimes I just feel like giving him one good punch on his face. Probably that will relief me from this vexation. But instead I pray and hope ALLAH gives him what he deserve. I overheard my youngest sister asking my mom the other day “Apasal lah dia ni tak mati - mati lagi?” and Mom said ” Orang jahat memang mati lambat- sabar jer lah”. So sabar it is….

This month of Ramadhan is quite challenging and peaceful at the same time. Challenging because I have to control my anger every time I am having difficulties with the house selling process. Peaceful because, now that I disowned En Zalkaply, I found it is easier to forgive him. I forgive him for the trouble he put me through. I forgive him for the things he said. I forgive him for the life he makes me live.

I am leaving it to Allah, for HE knows best. As for now, I am struggling to put everything in order. I pray hard that the darkness will soon fade, and I could live the bright shiny days again.

Lessons 4:

4. He never fast - so I never learnt anything about Ramadhan from him!